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Robbery!

2006-08-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

Wassup,hey, 2day,after school,I was walking to the busstop with my friends.I wanted a drink, so went to this row of shops, and u noe wat I saw?
This HUGE pool of blood, I noe this shop uncle, he told me there had been this robbery,then I caught sight of the victim,her face n hands?2 words, not nice.She worked at this salon, n I could see her through the glass doors...Some1(lady) had taken a white peice of cloth, wraped it around a wooden stick, and was dabbing @ her face.I was so curious,that me n my friends stayed there 4 half an hour, watching the police,and medical staff clean and bandage her wounds.Oh gosh, I mean ,in broad day light!FREAKY 101!

Later,
Hopelessteen

my b day!

2006-08-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hey ya, sorry haven't been writing. Today was my birthday!!!!!!!! Me and a few galfriends went to NP for ice-cream at swensons.My Mum gave me 20 bugs ,I used half on the photos we took at the booths.Xpensive or what? but it was worthit... eventhough the shop owners almost chased us out cause we didn't know how to use the machines so we kept pestering hr. Never under estimate the power of a fustrated gal ok! Thats the lesson learnt today.....

ohyeah , swensons? there was a huge group of teachers there as well!!!

Bye, Hopelessteen

I know...

2006-06-03T01:25:00.000-07:00

Ok,Ok, I was definitely wrong about my granddad, he loves me very much but still scolds me now and then.Yesterday he gave me $30 to go to the arcade!Me and my sister?(aka monster)We are so at war ,now, not only verbal,but we fight too. Today I was pushed into the book shelf by monster, and I had to lie to my father to cover up for what she did. Why? Cause I was parcially wrong for provoking her in the first place...I am always tempted to throw her out the window but refrain from doing so, cause I would, like, be in so much trouble.HATE HER!!!

Hopelessteen

I know

2006-05-28T01:18:00.000-07:00

Today I had half an hour of freedom and I loved it. I walked and walked without a care and when parents found me, it was like being hand-cuffed and sent to jail had to do what they said and go where they went. My happy memories were soon washed away as I did their bidding.Is this how life is supposed to be led?!

I am soooooooooooooooooo sick of my sister, wait, lets call her monster, shall we?It(she) jumps at every chance to make me look bad so my parents do not love me as much as her,but they still love her as ever.I will do anything to make every one forget her... Why doesn't my parents understand?Why?!!!!!

Now I know why most hooligans are not single childs,because they know that their parents favor their siblings and they reached that point where they just don't care a damn anymore.If I am not careful might reach there too!

No one in my family cares for me any more, my parents do,but only a little. You know, if they read this I am sooo beyond doomed.

Other then my friends and the LORD I have no one in this world...no one

Isn't everybody?!!!!

2006-05-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

Lets just get down to the point, today my Granddad has declared war with me a battles what he wants BRING IT ON!!!I am sooooooo sick of listening to him complain about my flaws,every one has flaws too you know! And he is totally answering my little cuz every need,and they say I AM the lazy one.
Why does he hate me? He always says he loves me...And show it in action... what else does he do except driving me around?I love him so much but why does he hurt me time and time again? I know my exam results are bad but...I want him to love me again, I know I'm being spoilt but I love him so much want to go back to the old days,where there was no tension between us, when I tell him secrets and jokes and he laughs...
I hope the computer doesn't crash cause my eyes are a tap, I have not cried since like,ever...

Write later,
Hopelessteen

Finally

2006-05-19T06:42:00.000-07:00

Finally, my Dad and me has made things up.'bout time too.Nothing much to say today,I got these 2 digusting boys in the project group and as leader I am still just too lazy to do the work and as always, I'll push it to the last minute and rush.I am giving my sister the cold shoulder and it like works! Surprize surprize.
Write tommorow,
Hopelessteen

Why be like her?

2006-05-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

Be like your sister,be like your sister! Thats what my entire family coaches. But why?!I have like asked that Q so many times!Beauase she is an angel in your parents eyes, they answer.
And they are right man!She does every thing they tell her to... infront of them,if I show her how she really behaves they would both probably have a heart attack, NOT joking.My exam marks are TERRIBLE!So last night when they saw my papers,they completel ignored me,infact, the ony words we exchanged today were a hello and a good bye.
Not only that but she takes my stuff and proclaim them hers.Like my prized wallet my best friend gave me.She also keeps going on and on and on about HER good marks which my situation worse. I have swore to my self that I'll do better next term,but will they ignore me until then? Since young I have been spoilt,I don't know if I can take this much longer.
I have not told my friends what has happened, will they shun me if I do?! I have been keeping to myself lately at home,it is making my fave aunt moody,the aunt I talk about in the first post. Write later,
Hopelessteen

No divorce!

2006-05-15T20:57:00.000-07:00

If u want to find out about me, please go to www.sarah9527.blogspot.com. My aunty has like officially divorced her "hubby", about time too!I was sooooooo sick of him.See her story at:http://www.xanga.com/emmychels.Life for her is much harder now, she's got to support her family...too bad for me ! Now that she is divorced, they make me do loads of f***ing stupid things too!Like saving, are they serious?Like my money can help her!